Bah Humbug

What do I have to be miserable about - I'm in the middle of 14 days off from work with no major plans, commitments, obligations and I'm in a bit of a funk?  What is up with that?  I've got that sense of the time just ticking away but what is the big deal - my only objective was to make a great Christmas for the kids and enjoy some quality time off with them and Jeff and here we are snugs as four bugs in a rug - five if you count the dog.  The house is clean, the fridge is full, the laundry is not overflowing, so what is my deal?  I think I need to make a list of things I'd like to get done and prioritize that list according to what should be done while I'm off and what can wait, etc.  and just start getting some things done.  I think the root of my problem is that I don't know how to act when I'm not in panic mode but I WANT to know how to act when I'm not in panic mode because I want to live in this mode not in panic mode.  Ok, I've gotten to the root of the funk - now let's attack it shall we?